Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Dec.7,2011

Haha..almost a year since I posted on this blog. You would think I like my other blog better but really that is not the case. I keep thinking if I shot off my mouth there then why here too!!!
I reread my last post..New Year's day! And I am still struggling with the same issues! Weird. Part of me (that nasty little mean voice ) says I wasted my year..but I know that is not so.
Finances are worse than ever due to some bonehead mistakes or decisions on my part. But the caring about them..or anxiety is less.
The art is still all over the place as in styles...although few have seen the collection of paintings I have worked on for the Feb. 2012 show. At the Holiday show last weekend I had several people come in and ask if there were 4 or 5 other artists working out of my studio!! There it was the glaring issue...yet I like to try so many things still. I might try next open studio to show only one style,subject matter and see where that gets me. I did not show any of the Library show pieces..I want them to be new and fresh to viewers. I have posted them on Facebook..but since no one is paying much attention, and they are so different in person..it should be fun to see them all hung together in Feb.
The job front was different. I got the seasonal job at the Timpanogos Cave Visitor center and loved it. But it was over in September after starting late in May and really didn't pay off anything..but it was a great job and I will go back in 2012 happily. Still fighting ageism in the search for more work and will let it ride for a while and try to sell art maybe on EBAY.
Lost Frankie Pug a month ago. And have 2 sickly old cats but hope they get a bit better.
So being caught up a bit on the years doings...I spent a great deal of time daydreaming while watching birds, clouds, stars.
I have been having terrific dreams at night, some disturbing but all interesting.
My ideas on art have overwhelmed me..which can be good although sometimes I have failed to act on them.
It is good to know I have tons of ideas but sometimes the execution is lacking...or I get sent off in another direction.
I have always wanted to work in glass. Well maybe just really liked looking at stained glass. The Mucha windows in Prague are simply the most wonderful things I have ever seen. I plan to get to Chicago someday and see the Chagall pieces. And I now want to go to Blenco glass works in W. Virginia and the glass works studios in Wheaton(?). I know there are several stained glass studios around here and I want to take some classes. I am not sure I want to learn to blow glass but there is a chance here at Thanksgiving point...
I also want to do more printmaking but I feel I need to keep exploring my watercolors, as in batiking them...going bigger...whatever.










and so I have shared some photos I took of the St. Vitus Cathedral in Prague and the Mucha Window...beautiful..enjoy.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Years Day, 2011..1/1/11!


I was reading through my few postings on this little blog..and other than some spelling errors and a change of name for my other blog...I feel like I can get my points across ok.My other blog is Kay Hale is an Artist.
Today the sun is out and it is cold!!!! I really don't mind since the wind is not blowing. I went out last night to star gaze and to bang a pan at midnight.
I have made some vague resolutions to do more art, to do some cohesive art, to to get the mortgage caught up..well that one is not vague but necessary!!!So other than the financial thing..what do any of the other ideas mean?
I am all over the map when it comes to my art. I thought..since that is a problem for me..maybe I should pick a subject and do it in as many styles and mediums as I can and see how that works. But what would the subject be? I could be like some artists and just limit myself to one style and medium..but that simply isn't attractive to me. I know it would help people identify my work, quantify it, curate it, criticize it, care about it...but I just can't seem to come up with what that would be.
Don't you think that in my 58th year I would have that solved? News flash..age is no indicator of decisiveness.
I love so many kinds of art, mediums, colors, sizes...I want to try everything.
So the other thing has been trying to get a little job so I could pay my studio rent, and my credit cards and student loans...well...other than not wanting to work anymore..there has been little available..unless I want to go door to door and sell stuff.
Tell me there are jobs out there for women of age.
I defy that!!
But then I have not been pushing it this past month. I do need to get on the ball.
So no real resolutions to start the new year with..just the same struggle as the past year..different day(year) same stuff.
Have a good new year..if that means much..since we should be present in the present!